could not sleep

i knew i will regret not sleeping now, the very moment the alarm wakes me up tml.

but i really could not sleep now. 530am and still counting. pondering wondering thinking everything.

perhaps, perhaps.

stoptheGrouch.

*SCREAMS*

.end.

late night posting!

im blogging to show that i’m still alive. a great follow-up from last post. i’ve officially joined tumblr. woohoo. HAHA, wordpress, twitter, tumblr and facebook…

Ranking in order of usages frequency:

1) Twitter- for it is easy and fast to use!

2) Facebook- i think i will ‘petsociety’ everyday! haha!

3) wordpress- i need to type more things. to keep me in touch with the ‘english’ language

4) Tumblr- i think it is a venue for emoing, to think and to kop loads of quotes and pictures!

but not to worry i shall not abandon wordpress:) till my photos are uploaded, please bear with my nonsense.

OH RECENTLY,

i have been going to Interviews. just two, to be exact.

(i) dream*orkssadvertising as sales and marketing management trainee

(ii) RWS as guest service coordinator

okay, i’m entirely fine with (ii) and i definitely enjoyed the 30min interview session with the interviewers(2 of them). The job scope sounds interesting, the environment is very new for me to explore around, just that the timing isn’t very interesting. “no day no night”, “work up to 12 hours a day”, “OT like nobody’s business”, “demanding”,”6 off days per week” blah blah blah. THey are scaring me away! Hahaha! But, i’ve still got an interest in it lah! kinda looking forward lah!

next up, (i). i went for the first interview and was a little taken aback. the interviewer was extremely friendly! “you have a great smile! Keep it up!” as she said to the one next to me. ehhhhhhh, how often do u get to hear things like these?…. i felt uncomfortable trying to smile as wide as i can, arghs. but still, i did put in effort for this interview!

and then, i got into the second interview! which was today! the interviewer told me to keep my day free as the interview was from 1330h to 1930h. wth, so long interview what!!!! mad! i contemplated for damningly long before i decided to just go ahead with the interview to see what exactly they do lah. secretly i was hoping they will forget about me and tell me that the position was already filled up and the interview is cancelled. to my dismay, that wasn’t the case!

i reached that place and was greeted by my ‘trainer-of-the-day’. we(tgt with the 2 other interviewees) get to observe their daily briefing etc. AND i was super taken aback by their super spontaneous super friendly super high and super enthu spirit!  it reminds me of CHC though. and to an extent, the SunShine*MLM company. oh craps. they were like ‘OH HI U ARE SHIMIN! WELCOME! ‘ and EVERYONE (imagine about 15 of them) shouted at me! everyone turned to look at me in their midst of meeting/briefing and FACE BEAMING WITH WIDEEE SMILESSSS. woohoo. the whole ambience was very ‘orientation-camp’ or even high-er than that!

they had more weird activities like dance and gonging the gong, but lets shallnt go into details. There was a meeting with this manager(which was also my 1st interviewer) and she explained to me how the system works and the pay like. Basically, there are no Basic Pay, but u can earn up to 3K as a starter, and i think in a year or two’s time, u can get at least 10K lah. on top of that, i realised that for Charity organisations in Singapore, they can take up to 30% of the donations for funding their marketing/staffings/misc bills. oh did i mention, this job is generally focused on marketing for charities in sg.after which i went to their on-site-training cum observation, i realised what they do is to approach the mass at mrts, booth and explain to them their schemes for donations and etc.

okays. i DONT think im taking it up lah.

it’s like so…. Hmmmm…

okay fine, stories aside and i know my story telling skills are lousy to the max, the same thing, shall turn in soon and rest well due to a brain draining day and a day of forging smiles. arghs. sry for the text overload! HAHAHA

nights world:)

searching…

saw this on glad’s tumblr, and i really liked this alot. haha! maybe i should try tumblring one fine day. oh well, i needed some colours in my blog.

i can’t post photos of my bkk trip as my cam wasn’t with me! haha it is currently in the hands of a die-hard-kpop-fangirl:) post-sch days are good. just average, nothing fantastic. well i thought i would have a stronger emotion of happiness during this phase. maybe just a little relieved that i don’t have to face the school anymore. Oh wait, no, we will still be facing the school. there are definitely issues relating to our convo and the certs. haha!

and so we’re into the 2nd month of 2010. cny cum vday is just days away from now. i had started working part time back in airport teetwo. i dunno why, but things ain’t as fun as last time. maybe it is too short a period, the thought of going work for a while just put u off. well, prolly. luckily there are cin jas han and a new mad fren called andrea. haha:) oh one more thing, i hate the uniform. yucks it is like so small (maybe cos my butt’s bigger) and no size and so hot and so everything.

hey imma sick these few days so that explains my grouchiness. haha! hk-drama-ing ftw. and interviews loh.

PS: it is really hard to decide what you really want. i think im getting more n more not interested in the job which i got thru to 2nd interview. i think… sales n mkting is not really for me. it makes me feel cold.

immaback into blogsphere!

helloo world and faithful followers although i know there ain’t many of you guys left hahaha.. it has been some time since i neglected this place and so much that my firefox don’t remember my pw and username to this blog already. So time after non-official-graduation is quite shiok, but not as shiok as after A’s and O’s la. Come to think of it, it is simply as if i haven’t started on my ‘next’ project while enjoying myself STILL lah. yes,and there are no more projects.

yet to upload the BKK photos. the JB KTV experience. and alot of blah blah..

oh yah, just a comment. i think this trip to BKK is the least-photos-taken-trip due to the indulgence in our shoppings, massaging and eating. we were real busy can! and probably due to the fact that its my second visit. and so things were pretty much similar, except the shoppings muahahha.

so anyway, this is a cool site. similar to fml. to kill time. to entertain myself. visit: http://failbooking.com

ROFL.

helloo:)

hello semi-abandoned blog!

imma leaving for bkk in 4 hours time:) shall sleep early, and check on my luggage. ssh. i havent finshed packing!

oh, finally.

hello:) it was a fun&happiness-filled day! i slept till super late, woke up for facial, and went to play squash at night. woots! fulfilling!:)

that’s post exams activities i say.

so tired, i need to replenish more sleep! having quite a feww health problem recently! guess slp is the best medicine then:)

will start to post longer entry when time comes!:) haha!

15th January.

This is it. the day.

after 7pm. we are outta of the school. finally.  u can’t believe how absurd the school is, and the things they say. i can only smile and shook my head in dismay.

so much elaborations to be done, and i shall do it quite soon.

exciting life awaits after this day:)

bkk, jb, kbox, swimming, squash, mahj + potlluck, facial, wate dinner:)

sleepy! aims to slp 30mins later!

snippets of my mundanelife

it is a week and a little bit to my graduation. No, not a 100% graduation, but at least no more school life for me. I seemed to have mentioned this before, but these 28 months hasn’t been a proper-school-life experience though. shall not lament on this like ANYMORE. the more i think about it, the sadder i feel for my 30K(although it is not EXACTLY mine, but i considered mine though) which was invested wrongly into this choice. One more time i shall say, going this school is the greatest regrets of my life (as of now). u will not believe how much disappointments we have in the school, and how much jialat is this school operating in the name of ’spore’s education’. HAHA, no lar, they dunt cheat nor they don’t scam, probably it is just my class or what. BUT TOO BAD, my classmates and i are a bunch of complainty-Singaporeans, grouchy and hold high-expectations. So, what can i say, down on ur luck man, school. it was so bad to the extent that my friend tried to call in CASE to appeal rgding certain issues with the school, and yea… i shall continue this further when i dedicate a post exclusively to the school.

Alrights, as i was saying, i am quite used to the non-school life. and i really hope i can experience a REAL school life one day, some day=( which i think its quite hard to achieve. it is kinda stupid to get a masters in TOURISM=.=, i mean, you still gotta work as a slave even if u have a mBa cert cos tourism is all about experiences. and yea, i miss jc/sec/primary. HAHA=X

and so, everyday the first thing i will do when i on my comp was to log into jobstreet/jobscentral etc etc etc. yea. i need to get a PART TIME JOB to sustain my miserable bank acct money! then i need more money to spend in my upcoming trip to BKK (yes, again). afterwhich i hope to go back to dfs (no matter how crazy that place is now) cos they’ve gt high pay. all these contributes to my traveling dreams. and yea, i just want to experience loads of things at this point of my life NOW.

Without new experiences, something inside of us sleeps. The sleeper must awaken.~Frank Herbert

arghs. choices choices choices, sighs. as we grow older, why must we be exposed to more choices. if only….. oh well. nevermind.

all these weird thoughts aside and before i get so eager to open all these jobsearch thingy,  i have to repeatedly remind myself that i’ve still got a PROJECT to go, and an exam to sit for.

TILL THEN, all plans in hiatus.

it is 4th Jan:)

Hello all, today marks the end to my 6months-old thesis. my constant contemplations made me bind my work only today, but seriously, i do have loads of errors in my report. Hopefully the paper made sense. and i can only pray that i did not miss out any parts or forgot to compile certain files into that.

oh well, it has finally ended. congrats me:)

These 6 mths had been mentally torturing! especially to the last 3 months when we really pia like mad just to accomplish some things. thanks to all that helped to fill out the questionnaires, accompany me to all the weird places, and everything else in a way or another~oh well, how can i forget about the time when my mac crashed hard, leaving me alone to redo many things again.

well, guess im blabbering already. it has been more than 36 hours since i woke up.

oh yea, 4th Jan is also the date our teo flew off to US for a YEAR! >.< derre and i thawned over at the airport from midnight, just to catch her flight at like 5am?!  *SEE WE ARE SOOO NICE, RIGHT TEO* one year, not considerably very very long, but it is not short either! teo, please take care over there, and update ur blog or facebook leh. i want to know what are ur happenings there! traveling is fun, seriously, and if opportunities arise, i really hope to be able to travel out for a relatively longer period of time. =X

and so, my midnight-msn-khaki left singapore already. so sians.

hahaha! okays,i am going off bed already. today would have been very perfect… not if….. nvm. respect, okay?

I AM DAMN TIRED.NIGHTS WORLD